Speak Now - Taylor Swift ( animated lyrics )

this is by my senior,
from batch 0307

~ketidakpuasan hati~

dlm life kdg2 kite xkn dpt semua yg kite nk,kite fikir bnde dh cukup baek ntuk kite tp x ntuk Allah.perancangan kite xseteliti n sebagus rncngn Dia.kdg2 ak pon ade gak terfikir yg life x adil bg ak,npe org laen x yah susah2 ntuk rse sng sedangkan ak had to work hard to earn something.bile ak rse ak nie dh baek then there will be something yg akan buat ak rse ak nie sbnrnye x cukup baek.even ntuk tegur org yg umur nye lg kecik dr ak.ape yg korg rse bile korg tegur org tu dgn tujuan ntuk jd kn die the better one but then die bleh  ckp "alah kau pon same je,x yah nk tegur org lh" npe org nie ssh sgt nk trime bile someone tu changeak rse dlm life x slh pon kn kalau kite nk change kalau bnde tu dtgkn goodness ntuk kite.bile ak bce novel ak fikir npe life kite x sesenang mcm dlm novel je kn senang after konflik tros je happily ever after.tp bile fikir2 blk sbnrnye Allah tu sygkn kite kalau die bg masalah pde kite sbb masalah tu kn ujian die pde hambaNya yg die syg.mknenye die syg ak lh kn.hihi
tp kdg 2 ak kesian tgk mummy npe lh mslh die x penh2 nk abes dgn adek-beradek die,x leh ke dorg yg evryone have their own life just leave my mom,one day not to hear all those problems.ak tau die mmg amek berat tp kesian lh ckit xkn lh semua problems dlm fmly tu die yg nk ambik tau, die bkn ank sulung pon dh lh ank pompuan, kalau laki xpe gak.pade org2 yg saketkn hati prnts tu better mntk maaf before its too late.....

WASIAT BUAT HATI

bosan gile doe,x tau nk buat ape lg dh.yesterday went to MARA educational carnival dkt TTC mcm biase lh so many goodie bag.pape jelah x kesah pon.semalam mse pegi situ as usual ak akn tnye psl medic,dentistry or pharmacy coz bnde2 tu je yg ak minat so x yah nk pening2 pikir psl what i want ot do after got the result.but now i'm worried about my result what if didn't get what i'm target.adoii,pening+takot sume ade.

semalam tibe2 je ak decide nk join bi nye class,tibe2 je interested nk join bile pikir psl interview and what so ever,takot nye nk facing dunie luar cmne lh agak nye ek??penat pikir pasal bnde yg x kn abes smpai bile2.agak2 an ade rse cam nk mati x bile dh start stdy blk nnt.aish otak dh berkarat gile kot dh lame x bce buku.arini nk kuar  lg hajat di hati nk pegi karaoke,tapi x tau lh approve or not by the 'mem besar',pape pon nk out,hang out ngn member2 gak  bosan doe xde wat pape.

ak miss die lh plak time2 cmni nie,smlm tibe2 je terase nk call die tp x nk lh nnt die ckp ape plak kn,so ak decide x yah.kalau die need ak die need ak

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ak x tau lh ape yg buat ak jd mls sgt lately nie,sampai kn ari ni fmly ak(xcept daddy) nk kuar pon ak x nk ikot ak dgr td dorg nk g beach,bosan kot duk umah nie sorg2.so dh xde keje laen nk buat on9 jelh and blogging.dh lme x post something,so arini tbe2 rjin plak(blogging je).

aish npe lh prnts ak x ksi ak keje ek at least ak dpt gak rse pegang mcm mne earn duet sndiri bkn nye tnggu je dr daddy ak.then lg stu senang lh nk SHOPPING kalau ade duet sndiri.bile lh rslt nie nk kuar,td kn ak mimpi rslt dh kuar tp ak nye rslt x tau brp,ak slalu cmtu npe ek??!!

dlm hidup nie kte x semestinye dpt semua yg kite nk,sometimes ALLAH x bgi tu ade sbbnye yg kite sndiri mungkin x tau pon tapi act that's the best for us.we just can plan but Dia yg tentu kn evry sngle thing.mngkin today i can get him but one fine day i'll get someone better than him.

i just can pray the best for him whatever hppn kite ttp kwn even we can't accept it.....

what i need to od now is praying the best for my rslt that will be announce soon hopefully evrything will be fine i just wanna make my mummy and daddy proud of me......

~~bosan~~

arini cam bosan gile nk mati, the whole day hujan dari pg td sampai lh mlm nie pon ade lg.bby pon meragam gak die cam x sehat sgt sbb ari ahad aritu die kne injection yg ntuk immunitation tu.die kn manje gak same jelh mcm kakak2 n abang2 die. baru ak sedar rpe2 nye ktrg adek beradek nie mmg mnje sume nye cume gaye masing2 je laen2.yg paling obvious sah2 lah ak,sape lg an??!!
miss gile nk buat omwek yg melambak2 tu sampai xde mse nk rest,but now nie ak bleh rest puas2 before the seksa start blk bile dapat rslt ak hoping sgt dapat straight a's ak nk bangge kn prnts ak,ak xnk POMPUAN TU ckp blakang2 antar anak blaja2 jauh2 pon x gne gak kalo rslt biase2 je baek stdy kt sini je.ak tau die mmg nk cri jln je nk ckp mcm kt prnts ak.ak nk fly gak even act that is not what i want really.hidup nie kadang2 kte x bleh nk buat decision ikot ape yg kite nk je, kite pon kna think bout other person feeling too.tapi aak penah buat something without think about HIS feeling and now i regret. ak xnk regret for the 2nd time
GOD, please help me!!!

~no title~

need you now specially dedicated to HIM
no other words can show how much i need you now
thanxie to always be beside me
hoping for 4eva being beside me.........

~APPRECIATION~

thnaks to you guys for cherish my day,i miss all the moment that we had make together.that have been the 5 greatest years in my life.i will never forget the moment till i die maybe...
those five years should be in my mind even i'll find another precious time.i miss you all vociferize

dedicated to all my buddies
love you all
<3<3<3

kepenatan+exhausted

pnat giler2 tahap DEWA kot,x tau nk ckp ape, tp act x tau pon buat ape yg pnat giler nie....
otak kosong lh babe, x tau apa mau isi lh asal lh lmbt sgt rslt SPM nie kuar,,ceh2 aye cam dh ready ile2 nk amek rslt act x ready pon ag,,die slalu ckp kalau tunggu kite ready sampai bile2 pon kte x kn penah ready.btol ape yg die ckp sbb kite x kn penah tau same ade kite nie ready atau x ntil we try it out.btol x??!!
bg ak lh bnde btol,,coz dulu ak rse ak x ready nk dok jauh2 dr prnts ak tup2 dpt je stay kt STF(syurga kot) samapi lime tahun ag tu.igt ape ak nie x leh kna challenge ke ak akn accpt bnde tu slagi ak rse ak bleh buat kalau bnde kte mmg x leh buat buat ape trime, ye x? kdg2 kn hidup nie xde lh happy je memanjang sometimes kte ade gak rse sedih or terase ke tapi sume tu kn lumrah dlm hidup.act bnde2 tu sumelh yg buat kn kite jd matang tp x sume org fikir mcm ape yg kite yg fikir so kite kna lh cope dgn sume bnde2 tu.
 the fact now is

I'M TIRED
~dada_i'm off~