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dh berzaman-zaman kot ak x post anything kt blog lately nie mcm2 bnde dh happen bnde yg x expect pon bleh happen.kadang2 ade gak ak terpikir npe bnde nie sume happen sdgkn kite xnk bnde tu happen,mmg btol lh org ckp walau se'perfect' mne pon kite pnye planning  Allah pnye msti lg superb.sekurang2 nye after all this thing that happen to me,i never had the feeling of regretting.and
lastly,,
thanks a lot Allah for all this thing,

~keresahan~

ak tkot sesangat bile pkir psl scholar+study bagai,now nie kn ak rse ak jauh sgt ngn Dia, ak rse jiwa kosong giler.sorg ustaz nie penah ckp kite akan rse jiwa kite nie kosong sgt bile kite jauh dr Dia.but dlm situation ak skarang ak x tau nk ckp ape,ak rse mcm life ak nie x fair pon.semua yg ak nak ak ssh nk dpt,when there is a simple road i still have to take the long journey.ak xnk sbb ak x dpt scholar ak down ape yg penting is POSITIVE.ak kne positive thinking x leh nk pikir bnde yg bkn2.anyone can tell me mcm mne ak nk isi jiwa ak yg tgh kosong nie,ak x tau mcm mne nk start.i need someone to support me,fully.ntah lh kn, ari tu ak ckp ngn ibu,agk2 ak x dpt a ntuk bio sbb Allah nk tnjk kn yg ak x sesuai nk jd doc,but then ibu ckp blk, bkn tp Dia nk uji kite sekurang2 nya kite ade cabaran ntuk berjaya,bila ade cabran n rintangan kita akn lebih hargai kejayaan tu.victory is more sweet when you have more obstacles along the journey.mngkn btol jgk ape yg ibu ckp tu.the conclusion is ak kne ttpkn hati n buat yg terbaek ntuk capai ape jua impian n cita2 ak.i'll make my dream comes true.

~so sweet~

find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares,
and how lucky he is to have you:)
The one who turns to his friends and says,
that's her:)

~hearts's says~

I WANT A BOY BEST FRIEND WHO WILL CALL ME BEAUTIFUL, AND LIKE MY PHOTOS ON FACEBOOK, COMMENTING THEM SAYING THINGS SUCH AS THE FACT HE’S PROUD TO HAVE ME AS A BESTFRIEND. ONE THAT I CAN CALL UP, CRYING ABOUT OTHER BOYS, AND HIM SAYING HE’LL BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF THEM FOR ME. A BOY BESTFRIEND WHO WILL DRIVE ME AROUND LIKE HE’S MY BIG BROTHER, AND KISS ME ON MY CHEEK/FOREHEAD WHEN HE KNOWS I’M UPSET. ONE WHO BECOMES FRIENDS WITH MY BOYFRIEND AND ONE WHO CALLS ME UP TO SEE WHAT I’M DOING. I WANT A BOY BEST FRIEND WHO WILL TELL ME WHEN I’M WRONG, AND FORCE ME INTO FIXING THINGS AND APOLOGIZING BECAUSE HE KNOWS THAT IT WILL MAKE THINGS BETTER FOR ME. I JUST WANT A PERFECT BOY BEST FRIEND, WHO WILL LOVE ME AND PROTECT ME FROM ALL THE OTHER BOYS.