peace :)

today i feel the peaceful that i never feel from the first day i've been here.i don't know why just today i feel like that.
i thought,my thought only okay just because i feel free after let go all the revenge inside me,who know me truly and deeply will know that i'm a kind of revengeful person but not the person that will payback what people to me.but i will remember what you've done to me.i'm not the type that will forget all your done.people always said that,
what your mouth says is not actually what your heart want to say.
that is who actually me,when you've done something to me,then you say sorry,i'll say okay but the fact is my heart not fully doing that.


but today i've forgive everyone with full of hearts,actually just want to say that i've forgive him.
for making my life miserable.for making me love him.for making me crying.for making me suffer at the first place.


and a bunch of thanks 
for making me realise that there still a lot of people love me rather than you.for making me realise that there is someone that love me more that you.and for open my eyes to see the real you.for making more inspired to further my study.for making me realise that no matter family comes first.


and one more thing i've know everything besides this engagement,and sorry if i'm the reason for all this thing to happen.sometimes you don't know the best for you until you reach for it.so this is maybe the best for you and also for me.sorry for UNFRIEND you at the facebook.actually i don't want to have any relation with you any more.and one more thing,i'll not going to send you at the airport during that tine.i'm not ready to see you left me behind....
lastly sorry for everything and thanks again for care.


p/s:love your words
take care cause i care....