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sometimes we will never appreciate something until we lose it,not only certain person are like that  but i thought mostly of us are like that is it i'm true??me are also like that i never appreciate the presence of a FRIEND till one day i lost her for forever.
for that reason i'm afraid of losing friends,i can't stand the lose of a FRIEND...


but now i lose my best friend,my pillow,my crying shoulder and my everything.my wish for him only one,,
be happy with your choice i just want you to be happy always..


this is maybe hard for me to say it out,,
i on my way to forget you,last night will be the last day i'm crying just because of you.mummy said to forget someone that we have loved that the whole of my life.and i want to start it now,and i will take my time to forget you.you are one of my the best memory ever,you're my first love but will never my last love.
i still love you but only as my friend.