for last previous days it was so exhausted and stress days i thought.i just don't know how to express it now.for this pass few days it was something happen that i can't express it out..
why when you are in love with someone,you can't stop thinking bout him/her.it just the same like what was i'm feeling right now,maybe it just somethingthat is usual for some of you but not for me i thought....
hahahahahahhhahahahahhahahait just only feeling that i'm missing someone so much..
actually i miss him,people always its normal thing this have that feeling but for me its something weird to have that feeling for your EX-BOYFRIEND is it true what i'm saying??!!
it just my feeling,that is not important to anybody.
today i'm just 18++
for another person or friends it was common to have someone special besides family.err,,actully i mean the special boyfriend or girlfriend.but the truth is i haven't one for this time i thought is it something weird or wrong.i don't think so but the truth is who doesn't want to have a special one in their everyday life even my anti-social friend also had one,but me NO!!
it just hard to forget something that you call first love
maybe some of you just doesn't experience that what call first love.but seriously for those who doesn't feel that yet.just wait and wish your first love would be your last one too....
i always dreaming to have a beautiful garden wedding with him but for now i just not sure any more that will happen after 2 years full of tears and pain,i think he deserves the better one but the better is not me.i always pray the best thing only for you and hoping you will find the best girl that will be your darling for forever.
but please give me an approval to write about whenever i think about you..
just last wishes for you from me,,,
sayang,
bby nk ckp bby x penah lupe and xkn lupe segala memories kite,and i just hoping you will do the same thing.
bby syg sgt2 kt syg tp maybe this is not the fate for us.just leave that thing to Him.mybe bby bkn ntuk syg and syg bkn ntuk bby.tp ape yg pasti between kite bby rse ape yg bby x penah rse ngn other guy.sygbis the only one and forever the special one in me.bby da byk sgt2 chnge and all those changes is because of you syg.bby thought bby xkn jdi cmni kalau x sbb syg.bby akn xkn lupe every single thing between us walaupun actually kite x la lme sgt pon.tp the impact is too big and like i said if there is still a space in my heart for you after 4 or 5 years then u have no one and so do I,i will be yours for forever.missing you much actually.your cares,hugs and love.no one can do like you.
