~hurts~

firstly,i wanna say that this post i gonna write it in bahasa 

x tau cmne nk strt tp ape yg ak pasti skarang ni ak sedih sgt tp mmg prangai ak kot,ak nie bkn nye org yg senang gile nk nanges except cause of certain reasons and with certain people.and org yg mmg boleh buat ak nanges is HIM.die mmg expert nk mati kalau bab2 nk buat ak nanges kn2??ak sedih tp ak x tau nk ckp ape reason die yg sbnr2 nye,nk ckp ak sedeyh sbb die nk engage cam lawak je doe,sbb the truth is ak da lme ready kn diri ak if die ade org laen tp ape yg ak x leh trime is die TIPU ak,he LIED to me.

wey ak nk tau ape perasan kau ek buat org(xyah org laen la ak pon cukup la)cmtu,kau bg hope kt aku pastu kau bleh buat muke x bersalah bagi ak kau nye invitation card ntuk engagement kau,kau expect ape ak akn buat kt kau pukul kau,baling kau dgn kad tu.nope wey,ak bkn pompuan yg xde pride yg nk gaduh dpn public just because of the dummy things,yup mmg btol ak syg kau tp ak syg and ak nk tgk kau happy walaupon bkn ngn ak tp sesape je asalkan kau happy.tapi stu je nk ckp kt sini,kau kn tau prinsip hidup ak,ak xkn rampas hak org laen walaupon sbnrnye bkn nye hak mutlak tp ak x ske org laen buat cmtu so ak xkn buat cmtu.so kau xyah nk berangan ak akn cntct kau lagi lps nie,and aknhope gak kau tolong la stop cntct,ak bleh je jadi kwn kau tp ak kenal kau sape,and ak tu bkn cre nk berkawan.what ever it is the truth is i'm still love you,bnde xkn ak lupe tp ak akn buang sikit2 and ak hope sesangat kau pon akn buat yg same.ak x penah and xkn salahkn kau with all those things that happen,cause i know bnde nie sume xkn jadi kalau ak yg x keras kpale sgt.tp nk cmne i can't turn back the time if boleh da lame ak buat(msti best kalau mesin masa DORAEMON ade).nk buat cmne pon life must go on.kau ngn life kau,and ak pon ade life ak sndiri gak.pape pon ak xkn penah lupekn kau and all our memories.